What future can I have????????????, all I do seems in vain
My past it still haunts me????????, my present is the same,
That I would wake and???????? not have to pretend
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I will for a day that that this torture would end????????,
With no one beside me????????????, just the thoughts in my head
But when???????? I’m down I feel so alone
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I feel I’m here only???????? because I’m told that they care
At night I think how is this fair???
My eyes they sting????????, my vision is a blur
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This pain that???????? I bare i’ll have till I die
I cried today????????????, I can’t tell you why
I cried today???? ????
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